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Shunned

Wed May 28, 2008, 7:36 AM
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Far Away - Nickleback
Hi, it's Satin (yes it's the name of a cloth I know and it's pronounced the same way) but I really hope I can find acceptance on this site. I heard it being talked about by some preps at my school and I talked to my brother, we'll talk about him in a little bit, and he agreed to make me one. I had to change my birthdate because apparently someone of my age is not supposed to be this interested in sex and romance, apparently I defy that. At this moment in time I don't feel like I should exist and have tried commiting suicide a couple of times. Jordan, my brother, always stops me though and for that I have to love him.

Now of Jordan, well, he's the same age as I am and I love him to death, he's the only one that protects me from the people at school. But really, I don't even exist. I am unexistant, my own parents don't know I exist. You see, we share the same body, same mind, everything. I wish I was a girl but it's nice to have a brother to suddenly appear to be able to protect you while having my own seperate body he wouldn't be able to do that. He's planning on getting a Deviant too and I hope at least on here we'll be able to live a somewhat normal life. I love him to death though and if I existed, sister or not, I would love to be with him always.

Thanks a bunch, love you all and hope that I can live normally among you.

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  • Interests: Erotic Writer, Clothing Designer
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:iconzenmichi:
I read your journal and I find that sad, although I can also identify. I know that the words of a stranger can sometimes be meaningless, but I feel compelled to share my thoughts anyway.

I do hope that you can hang on to life long enough to gain the perspective that I found....I guess around 21 years of age.

You will find that all the things at this point in your life are utterly ridiculous. School is retarded on a number of levels. Not only are teachers, detention, and the subject matter, rather trivial, but the emphasis on popularity given by the general masses is very....well, stupid. Parents have no way of understanding and dont always appreciate individuality.

But trust me, give it some time. When you get out on your own. You are not constantly surrounded by people who judge you, you have the freedom to pursue anything you want, whatever that may be, free of judgment. If you can manage it, jsut realize that you are superior to those shallows fools, and then when their time comes, they will die with regrets for how they choose to spend their short time on this earth.

Hope that is not overly dramatic, but I find great comfort in those thoughts.
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